i feel like shit.
this is sad. i've not log in blogger for so long i actually forgot my username and password. this is really sad.
holiday's over for me. it went absolutely fine.
now my pms getting the worst of me. its tough choosing family over friends. i hate being placed in that position. its effing sucky. you feel damn guilty over which one to choose. i hate hurting both parties. but i was born with "family above all" kinda thing. so yeah. of cuz i'm no good daddy's girl. ive lied, ive cheated, ive ran away, ive sinned. ive done all except shoplifting, stealing, raping, flashing,etc. i am just lucky i have super understanding friends around me. parents and siblings who never once gave up on me. no matter the fuck-ups i made. and one stubborn fella who'll find me even if im buried zillion acres under an earthquake. sighs.
all i need right now is a box of doughnuts,a cruise ship and a good Janet Evanovich book.
Have a good weekend all.
listening to: Bone Thugs and Harmony - Take the lead (Wanna ride)
thanks zedd for the song's title. lol.