spinning.
i've just read a tear-jerking post by a dear friend.
my heart goes all out for her.
its extremely tough, because you got to be her to feel how it feels like.
to be teared away from someone you love so, so dearly, without any warning.
you wake up every morning feeling hollow. feeling numb. feeling nothing.
you want to smile, you want to make others happy by trying to be happy.
but oh my god, whats going on inside of you... only the Almighty knows.
and as i typed this, my own heart is breaking.
i can never imagine how i would be like in her shoes right now.
because what im facing now is already so tragic and draining every inch of my energy out.
but it will never be a mile near compared to hers.
why do love have to hurt so much?
why cant love come freely as it goes?
why must we suffer so much for love?
why cant we know who we are supposed to love and be with, eternally, by looking at some magic mirror or something?
goodbye.
come away with me..
4:26 PM
