i've many things to shout out but today,im going to highlight only one.
this is really very important to me and i hope it reaches on time.
Ode to an angel
I would like to say again,my friend
Thank you for reminding me who i am.
Thank you for reminding me the people who've made who i am today.
I would never had make it through my poly days without you.
You showed me the power of lipgloss.
We laughed and skived together.
We even became mermaids in the seas of Sentosa.
You taught me how to not bow to the evildoings of men.
To stand strong against them no matter how they bring you down.
You know how important and special you are to me.
I'll be lying if i dont think about you.
Where you are, what you're doing.
Are you laughing with a friend outside that IndoChine seat we
used to spend our time talking about everything under the sun?
But just loving and missing someone wont do much
if you dont do anything about it.
And im at fault for that.
Im sorry, my friend.
And not in a million years am i going
to throw away this friendship just like that.
Aint no other girls can replace you ever.
Because you are you,
and being you was the reason why
you're one of the people who got so closeto my bare soul.
Give me a chance to show how i appreciate you, babe.
Things wont be the same but at least we can look back in 5 years time and tell ourselves that we tried.
So come and fly back here, angel.
I'll be waiting.
{ old skool us, a year ago }

In life, there are phases you have to go through. and as you move on from the past to the next, there will be people who either stay or walk away. those who leave may had loved and cherished us and we were too blind to coax them to stay. or they chose not to no matter how hard we tried because they have other people to love, other people to spend their phases with. and those who stay continue to love and cherish us but we are too blind to appreciate them for their existence. and as a result, they walk away and we lost an important part of ourselves. then the cycle of phases start again.
Assignment for todaySo stop for a moment today and grab a piece of paper and pen. then write down the names of people who have made big impact on you, who have left or who have stayed despite the flaws in you. Revise and think of why they are/were there in your life. Then well, you know what you should do afterthat aight? right.
okay im out of here.
come away with me..
1:52 PM