Black
somehow i dont know why. but the reason lies there clear.
you so gotta love yourself first before loving someone else. think good, think confident. then insecurity will not claw you. when you're walking alone, you wont feel lonely. you'll feel okay. you can smile. you wont need anyone else because you have yourself. and when everyone else around you leave you and walk away, you still have your goddamn self to love. why must one be so weak? why must one depend so much on another? you have you. your own conscience. your own faith.
how can you come to a point where you know that one person so damn well? does the time spent with that person matters? what if you met someone overnight but you feel like as though you've known that person for a lifetime? like some deja vu feeling. scary.
btw,thanks lizzy for the lovely accessories *girly hug* and uncle sha for your p10 dedication though i didnt hear heh. and thank you, you for taking MC yesterday. and having to see that side of me. now you know. hmm. yeah. i know. but the long john buka moment was sweet. hm.
just thought i needed an ego boost. because i feel so cranky. snappy. PMS. stomach cramps. headache. hungry though im not fasting. night class later. urgh.
so i did this to potray what im exactly feeling.
the blackiest of the blackiest.
no, its not me. some other girl.
okay fine fine. no lies.
this is so not me.
i'll be back.
the end.
come away with me..
2:58 PM
