but why?it was part of your life. the music. the passion. the adrenaline rush on stage.
why throw it away? why? what about your other band members? after they've established the band's name to this extent? what about Boys of Summer?
i may not understand your reasons now but i will soon,and hopefully they will too. because its your decision and its your life. at the end of the day, no one has a say to what you want to do right? im just... shocked. they all are.
still, just to let you know, im here and will always be here,love.
yesterday night. i shouldnt had bother, shouldnt i? i just recalled what you told me months ago, when we were on that sofa, watching tv. and i thought maybe, maybe this was the right time to approach you because i still care. you're suffering. i know. i want to see you happy with someone new too. to be happy like me. to be able to still feel loved. "retribution", one of my dearest friends said. even if it is, i feel wrong to be laughing gleefully,knowing the tables are turned back at you. you're feeling exactly what i was feeling months ago. and that feeling sucked,no matter how much you deny it. i just wanted to help. but since you want to shut me out then its okay. and yes, im over you. but you're still part of me, somewhere, just so you would know.
down memory lane
Jurong Bird Park.years years ago. when my bro was still the cheena one. and i was the menace. and my sister was the cutest kitten ever(now shes just a brat.LOL). and my father with his big glasses. wooot.more memory lane pictures to come. watch this space =)
staying home today. cooked nasi lemak.
jadi kau! haha worth my sweat going sheng siong in a mad rush because i woke up during lunch. no good. and there's
Fauzie Laili tonight! *giggles like mad* although no dimples can beat mr dimples' dimples. just in case he reads this and goes "tak habis2 si budak anugerah tu" heh.
come away with me..
5:21 PM
