Are diamonds forever? i have a lot of things to say.
but i just cant seem to type them down here.
lately, i feel like im dancing on fire.
carelessly. ignorantly. without a care for the world.
im threading too much on too many people i care a lot.
i imagine a world without these people.
a dark void of emptiness. without warmth. without love.
sometimes i think theres nothing wrong with the world, you know.
its just you. how you want it to be. you mould it, you create it, you are the cause of it.
imagine a world without humans. no communication. no touch. no one to bake subway cookies for you. no one to play you nice nice songs. no wars. no famine. no sorrow. no child crying for a grain of rice.
then again, maybe i think too much.
when you're facing a strong emotion called
love, you tend to think a lot.
of this and that.
but isnt it called
maturity?
or maybe i just have to accept it. without any fear. without any thoughts of another downturn in life.
i think i've really changed.
maybe i should save this entry for my 20th year of life.
would love really make you beautiful?
hmmmm.... i really have to love myself more then.
God, i loathe pmsy days.
have a good week ahead, you all.
come away with me..
1:40 PM
