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Friday, July 22, 2005
pumping to Peter Pan- Mungkin Nanti

okay, this is what i've been fearing most.
when you're single and going out with that guy this guy and flirting with this guy that guy and talking long hours on the phone with that guy this guy,the last thing you want is one of the 'this guy that guy' confessing to you he likes you more than a friend.
do you believe in love at first sight?
i dont. i cant just look at a guy for the 1st time and go, woooo he's the one i want to spend my white-haired years with! unless you want to count dreamboats like that queen of the damned vampire Lestat and johnny depp. but itu hanya khayalan. how about reality? how does it works? macam romeo and juliet? hm. thats more of lust, isnt it?
for me, my head is quite thick so it will take sometime for me to realize that HEYYY, I AM IN LOVE WITH THIS FELLA LA,WHY DIDNT I REALIZE EARLIER! heh. slow. LOL. but i think love takes time and it comes naturally. i was a bit slow realizing i was in love with sameer that time. i think he gave me lots of hints. LOL. but as usual, my head is always up there in the clouds until someone snaps me back to reality.thank heavens to bubu and kinah who helped the process faster. ahahaha. still remember that night. kecoh. semua pasal IRC la =p
but what about now?
frankly, i am not looking for a relationship.yet. it has been a month. it has been a wild rollercoaster ride. but im still here, typing this and smiling like a loon to myself. my family and friends deserve big credit for that.

you are such a nice guy, mr A. you are way too nice. just like my other guyfriends. i appreciate that you understand i need time to heal. it wont be fair if i make you as a rebound cuz you are just way too sweet. but i wont deny the fact that im still very much in love with him. and no, i dont want you waiting on me cuz you deserve so much better. not me. definitely not me. but thank you for being very frank. we'll be good friends,i know that. and who knows along the way? neh. not for a couple of months or maybe years?i dont know. fate works in strange ways.

im going sentosa tomorrow weeeeeeeee!