yesterday's baybeats was very amusing.
like i expected, so many M&Ms congested the place. plus all kinds of concept people. mods la punk la emo la skinheads la. macam2 laa. some even sang to me the stupid waheeda song when i walked past. morons. LOL. eh, even china tourists were watching the moshing2 place. fascinating how so many different genre of people can come together for music :)
as for me,lizzy and maria, we watched and stationed near the bapak policemen tukang jaga gate. lol. just in case. my sis went off with izwan, whom i trust good responsiblity to(*winks*), and his very tall geng and her not-minah-but-step-minah fren(pui).
and the fireworks yesterday was hot stuff. it felt like the real deal you know? so many "ooohhh"s and "aaahhh"s and flashes of cameras went off. it was wonderful.
i felt.. loved again??knowing he's somewhere in that Padang, watching that magical spectacle too. sheesh. like how can i not think about him? when i bumped into his sisters(u look gorgeous,gerls!) and his old nyp gang(yeah thanks taufiq and go pujuk ur gf la =p *waves hi to the rest,especially deana*),plus the policemen all over. all these people connected to him, sheesh. but im okay. im cool. my gurlfrens were there. and my sister. so, lalaalalalaaaaa. bottomline is,i had an amusing day. yeah.
okay, pictures! taken by my sis and her silversnap camera.
heh. not many cuz the camera was with her the whole time,SO, mostly of her frens laa.LOL.
i need to get my own camera sey.
*smiles at you reading this*
my dearest mother celebrated her belated big "4" yesterday.
it was very comical. the rest of the family waited impatiently with growling tummies for her return from work at 8pm. and my father suggested Eh! why not we close all the lights and hide behind the shoe shelf then we can surprise her? so we did. and that was around 7:40-7:59pm with a lot of false alarms from him. at last we just lepak and walk around,sms2 and watched tv cuz we couldnt tahan the growing hunger with all that delicious aroma from the table. so when the real thing finally came, we panicked. my father even forgot the tv was supposed to be off. so my sis did and the first thing my mother saw was the house blackout and the tv screen going Kapoot with a flash.
LOL!
kecoh sey. but she was beaming like a full moon the whole evening so yeah heh.
weird thing is, she doesnt look anything like 40. neither does my father.
wow,i hope im like them when im 40.
hmmmm baybeats? to go or not to go? (eh izwan kalau ko gi, mesti difference in our height boleh menyusukkan jiwa seseorang! sheeesh.)
going to eat lunch at SBM canteen today with the girls. wonder how the place has changed.in a way, i do miss school. for its food.and all the other beautiful memories i had there. especially with him. sighs. oh well *takes a deep breath*
good morning all, TGIF!
Who am i to fool myself?
making myself sound so sunshiney on the phone with you when inside, im faltering and breaking like some cracked mad cow? so fucking fake, munirah. urgh.
but im trying. i can control this. im okay so far, am i not.
and another thing, i should STOP playing around. its fun testing here and there.but not fun anymore when im dealing with someone else's feelings.
just because i miss the affections i used to get pamper with, that i cant get what i want, that to me, lust is the answer now to broken love, the last thing i should do now is to jeopardize friendships. not everyone thinks like i do and i should get that fact right into my thick emo head.
doesnt mean a man breaks you damn hard, you have to break every single nice man out there for revenge. that only happens in hindustani movies. this is reality.
damn.
on the other hand, Fantastic Four was okay-okay je. jess alba was HOT. but i still prefer Batman Begins. more... realistic? you people should go Shaw, empty gile nye. the loo's damn sparkling clean too. even stayed there DURING the movie and i could still hear whats happening clearly. heh. lucky my nice company didnt went to find me cuz i took quite long in there. heh. men will never understand the chemistry between a woman and the lavatory =)
2 am and I'm still awake, writing a song
If I get it all down on paper, it's no longer inside of me,
Threatening the life it belongs to
And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd
Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud
And I know that you'll use them, however you want to..
Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table.
No one can find the rewind button, boys,
So cradle your head in your hands,
And breathe... just breathe...
< yours truly.
cable finally. thank you to the beloved Zulus.
thank you thank you thank you. though my father the "WISE" one decided to "wisely" pull out the adapter and "wisely" connect it into the wrong port. sheeeeesh.
my father has surprised the family by subscribing all these cuz he reckons they will chain his daughters more at home. especially during weekends. hmmm. we'll see we'll see. but good tactic, father. heh
last saturday, got a lil taste of NDP. cool planes and a big jet carrying the singapore's flag just right above our heads. and the noisy tanks and camouflaged men. plus the fireworks, pathetic but thrilling all the same =) i was looking out for him, i wont deny that, being the loser anthem i am. *shrugs* but my company that time was really nice so it was okay. i didnt have to think so much about the past, just relish the present, the cool sea breeze and the music. and thank you for the "A Lot Like Love" treat two days ago yeap. i was broke *embarassed* next time my turn okay? =p
btw i think i'll stop mention names other than my gfs and family here. cuz apparently there are suspicious people who dont know me WELL enough, who keep a kepo eye on me when im outside. dont think i dont know. and then spreading hot gossips about this and that. i think ill better make this clear now. i go out with whoever i want to. if you see me with a guy you dont even know, well, say hi to my guyfriends. they are extremely sweet and fun people. and they're hot bachelors so if you saw one you kinda like, tell me and ill be more than happy to introduce you to them properly =) instead of, you know, glancing darkly at us and whispering malicious nothings to yourself and your comrades about how nini is such a bitch and yadayada. sheesh, get a life yeah.
*random footnotes*
*throws my sunglasses into the bag and hollers "LIZZY WHEN ARE WE HITTING THE BEACH, BABE!"*
and to my beloved sue, hang in there love, we will meet soon =)
and to izwan, alamak takper ar kalau itu contest bengang sangat tak ambik you guys in, cuz you guys still rock aper! kan kan? *hugz*